All Good Things

It's true that all good things come to an end but who says that the end has to be right now? Earlier this year, fans have been dying and succumbing into depression knowing that One Tree Hill will end on its eight season but fret not OTH fans because we will still have Season 9! Yes, it's true. It was announced on May 17, 2011 (I know. It's like a month ago but better late than never right?) that One Tree Hill was renewed for another season. The sad part is that it only has 13 episodes and it will be aired mid-season on January 2012.

This is really nothing if you know what's the good news. Are you ready for it? Wait for it. Wait for it. Drum roll please. Hilarie and Chad may come back! (Insert applause here) Isn't that awesome?! The CW is pretty confident that old cast members will return. The regular casts from season 8 will all come back with James Lafferty returning as part time and Dan will return again to Tree Hill. Hope you guys are excited as I am.

 

Giving In To Garrett

One of the songs that I'm in love with today is Give In To Me by Leighton Meester & Garrett Hedlund. It is one of the great songs in the movie Country Strong which stars Gwyneth Paltrow, Tim McGraw and the two actors mentioned above. I came upon this song when I was looking for Leighton Meester songs. I watched the clip from the movie and fell in love with the song. The song is so sexy, loving, hopeful and with a little touch of sadness. I didn't pay much attention to Garrett then but when I saw the comments on the video, I had to do a little research about him. The comments kept on telling that he was so hot and the song would be better if he played it shirtless. I was like, what? He is not that hot. Especially with all those facial hair. So I looked him up, then boom! I discovered what a hottie he really is! I can't believe I couldn't see past all those hair!

Turned out that he's the lead on the movie Tron: Legacy. I didn't see that movie so I had no idea. Now that I saw his face clean from hair, I am now madly crushing on him. He is so hot! The song now has a new effect on me and I could already imagine him singing to me to give in to him.

A little background: He was born in Minnesota on September 3, 1984. He immediately moved to L.A after his high school graduation to pursue acting. On his first role, he co-starred with Brad Pitt in Troy as Patroclus.
Then he landed on the role of Jack Mercer on the film Four Brothers along with Mark Wahlberg. He just keeps making movies with hot guys! He was also in the movies Georgia Rule and Death Sentence.

Eventually, he played the lead role of on Tron: Legacy and co-starred in the movie Country Strong. His next movie is On The Road which is currently in post-production.

Here's some hot pics:

 

 

Summer is for Love

This summer was a rollercoaster for me. Every summer I dedicate it to myself, writing, or learning. This summer was supposed to be about writing and learning but it was for me after all. I was a mess, especially these past few days. I succumbed to the darkness also known as self doubt. Friendships were crumbling down on me and situations always somehow managed to bring out insecurities that I’ve always struggled with. The last words I’ve written were I’m ugly. Even though the truth of those words depends on who reads it and looks at me, I’m sure that I’m not the most beautiful person on the planet or even just our small town. But you know what? It’s okay. I don’t care anymore. I don’t care if no one looks at me and has to do a double take just to admire me again. I don’t care if I don’t get any messages on a dating site. I don’t care if people don’t think I’m handsome. What matters now are the people that I have in my life. These are the people I care about. 

I was caught off guard by fear. I was scared that no one’s going to ever love me or that I’m going to end up all alone. I was afraid that I won’t get to be appreciated and valued. But it turned out I was and I am. I was just too far down the darkness that I wasn’t able to see past through all of it. Yeah, maybe now I can’t even get guys’ attention but someday I will catch someone’s eye. And that someone will love me and I will love him back. But that day is still far ahead in the future and all I really have is now, so I decided to just let all these petty things go. Even the arguments I had with some of my friends. Don’t get me wrong. It hurt. All of it. And I was angry and that was able to dull the pain but the truth is I just can’t go on and try to dull the ache. What I’m gonna do is mend all of it. I just want to let it all go and be the most beautiful person inside and maybe someday, somebody will be able to see that and love the person they inside me like I do. Right now my love and my aesthetically-questionable exterior are for all the people I care about.